V = Vulnerable

one week every year I am vulnerable
to feel sad,
to feel scared,
to want to cry,
to miss someone so badly
to want to hold someone
that would be my son
Graham
however, I am learning to live
the vulnerable life
because life outside my comfort zone
is not that dangerous,
i have found my "helpers" these past 9 years
it took me awhile to realize they were helping
but that is being Vulnerable, life outside the comfort zone
so I will add a new helper

love this guy
he has some great books out

to understand this blog post
is to know my loss
my life is living in the present now,
burying the past and leaving it in peace
in my heart 
being in love with my family

we all are vulnerable at times
thought maybe you might want to read this book
too

I am vulnerable
on this blog
don\t you know it?
of course I am
so

rock-on my friends.....





Snow blowing

Living on an acreage in winter means plenty of snow blowing time.      

Labels

acreage acreage life aha moments ally Angel art art course astronomy B&W back on this blog barn signs beachbody beauty Ben best shot Monday Big Island birds birthdays bleak weather blogging body break boot plan boundaries Brooks bruschetta canoe Carol carol tuttle cat celebrate celebrity challenge choices choir chores Christmas Christmas gathering Pita chips recipe christmas spider ornament city life community pasture concert connections COPD cowboy boot stocking creative cross Cypress Hills diabetic Dixie dog doodle art drawing dyt eczema energy English Saddle equine express faith family Fancy fashion fingerprint flowers food friends frost fun garden George graham grief halloween HBP healing health healthy heartwork journaling history hobby home home decor horse Horse ears Listening Heard The practice of listening horse expo horse Grace horse tack horse training horse videos horses Hubby inspire jobs kindnes lakes Leroy little brown little red love Lumosity marriage meditation Mexico Midnight morning pages mothers day Motherwell Homestead moving Mr. Z mules muscle pain music my dad my mom nature new brown Nikon Camera NUCCA old cross stitch old days Otis painting paper mache photography piano pond PTRA rascals reading red barn rejuvenating riding Rocky rodents rug hooking Schutler selfie selfies singing skiing snow blowing soaps SOOC sorrel sparkle spider spring storySLAM struggling suicide swimming Switzerland tack room taurus woman Texas TGIF thanksgiving therapy Thunder tom Tommyspuppetlab Photographer tpl tractor tradition trampoline travel trees tuko turtle Twinkle tour type 3 Ucluelet Vancouver volunteering Walker watercolour painting weaving WesternHorseman Whisper Winter winter frosty horse fur wire corral fence writing YL oils yoga Ziggy