available

I was told by a very wise woman

on Wednesday

that I shall change my  word of feeling  VULNERABLE to

AVAILABLE, 

if you look at it from that perspective

I am vulnerable because I am available to help others, to write about healing others,

to talk about loss, the hard but rewarding work or journey that has now led me full circle

to a great life!

one of the most enjoyable views and feelings my family have shared

with me is the "colored lights shining on our evergreen trees and snowdrifts" outside..

 previous Christmas's we have placed them so they light on the house and face the highway for the enjoyment of vehicles passing our acreage.  

This December I myself went out and found a spot so that I could see and enjoy the effect of

light in the dark of winter.

being available for me  is shining a light on others to make them feel peaceful, special, calm

so I pick a feeling

and share my light, I am vulnerable = I am available.

the three of us have decided we are keeping these colored

lamps lit throughout this winter and have a timer on them to shine at night only

simple really...