kirkville : you won't understand

the unconscious mind

is also the subconscious mind

it sounds better to call it

subconscious

Since I was 21 years old

I have had back, neck, shoulder and sciatic pain, eczema

in that order

I spent $800 on treatments for pain in the

first quarter of this year

I just tallied up my receipts and

mailed the claim to our benefits provider

today. This is going to not happen anymore!

a few weeks ago I realized that I was saying no to

canoeing and horseback riding because I did not want the pain to

come back again. You see it just kept coming back. The shoulder pain and

immobilization and my left leg sciatic were always there ready to

attack. After 3 treatments with the chiropractor for low back adjustments

and previous 6 massages with Sabrina this year I was good as new.

But it slowly starts to come back a bit a a time.

I have been horse riding 5 times and went canoeing once in the last 2 weeks and my TMS
is an awareness and the cure is knowledge!

This book

was discovered by Carol Tuttle who is the genius behind

She wrote about healing her own back pain that was very

debilitating and she discovered this book a few months ago

You will not believe it!

I have TMS

Tension Myositis Syndrome (muscle tension syndrome)

You will not believe it or maybe even understand this book.

The subconscious of my brain did repress my anger and anxiety and this unconscious

part of my mind decided that muscle/body pain is better than the unnecessary emotions

harbouring and it gets repressed. Well I am in control now and every time my back starts to ache

or my shoulder gets tight I yell at my brain! I think about what has been making

me anxious ; it has been a very subtle emotion , so far , and there are several subtle emotions that come up

once I am aware I start ignoring my aches and hurts and laugh at my brain.
The ache and tightness goes away.

I know you don't understand it.
It is a a good read.

kirkville