I still wonder

hunting season is coming to a close

do not ever think that I have forgotten my son Graham

as I know that it looks as if I have moved on and I have

but I have learned to keep calm and carry on

a friend told me a few years back that when she lost her son

in a tragic end that her perception of the world she once viewed upon

had tilted and that is the way it is for me

miss and wonder how things would be with Graham

still here and being 29 years old.  What would he be doing

and what would his healing from the adolescent stage after high

school to today have been like?

I guess I always will have that mystery and that chapter to

write and rewrite and I can even have some great stories of

his ups and downs, small joys, funny adventures and keep remembering that

face that shines brightly, just as in this photo below.

{Ty, Morley, Brian and Graham

the hunters back in the day...}